||[Dec. 5th, 2007|07:32 pm]
ok. i seriously need to go bowling. like, oh my god. this is my absolute burning desire right now.|
so, i have had two terrifying moment in the last two days in front of my boy (i suppose you could say "crush" .. but that would be a little too classy. he is actually just this guy that i hooked up with and now am trying to get with again. to be perfectly honest). i was walking down the hall next to kelsey when all of the sudden this big crowd plows through the middle of us and i yell "OH MY GOD. OHHH MY FREAKING GOD!" and in the middle of that sentance, i totally ran into HIM. honestly, what are the chances of thattt??? so yeah, i pretty much died then because i was 100 percent yelling and ran into him. awful. THEN, after advisory today i have to go from 4A to 1C.. so i was walking somewhat quickly when i look over to my right and he is RIGHT THERE. i walked next to him down the entire staircase and didn't say a word. i think that might have been a HUGE mistake. because, clearly, i saw him and he saw me. i should have at least acknowledged his presence. i'm such an idiot. i do all of the wrong things. damn! whatever. it's obviously not going to work out.
now i really want to go bowling!!!! jeez